...until my summer holiday. I wish I could have my 3 week holiday NOW. I'm sick, I'd need it. I feel like ripping someone's limbs off and then proceeding to beat them with their former arms and legs. Or maybe just like receiving a hug from someone who cares - that would be some dude in my imagination.

Imagination aside, The JLPT is over, level 2 sucked majorly, it was more difficult than ANY other level 2 exam I've done at school for practice. And yes, those were previous exams from years 2008-2003. It was fun to go to Kobe nevertheless, except I caught a cold. I blame all 3 of my classmates who were sick and clinged to my face. I didn't mind it at that time, because it's rare I get to hang out with people. If taking an exam together counts as hanging out with someone. To me it does, because class trips and exams that aren't held at our school are the only times I get to "hang out" with anyone. Later, back in Himeji, Ra-san who is returning to Shanghai and me both wanted to eat something so we had raamen together. She found it hard to believe I don't have anyone in Finland to spend time with except my parents >_> (fyi, she asked me if i have friends in finland, because she knows i don't have anyone in japan.)

At least I got a cute mug. Well, bought it to myself. Dayan is so adorable. The products are expensive so I've never bought anything before, even though I've wanted to for 2 years. This mug was really pretty and on sale so I just had to get it. I also bought two pairs of Rilakkuma socks.....to wear with long pants so no one can see the embarrassing colorfulness.

I scrapped some of the shit in my gallery, if anyone noticed. Should've just removed everything. I really want to delete it all and will when I have time to draw something more decent. I hate my old doodles with a passion. As well as my username. And you. Ok not you. But myself, and everything I've ever done, do and so on. The fail makes me cry. I look forward to next year, I'll probably have more time for art after I graduate from the language school I'm studying at. You can look forward to not having to stare at the fail that is my gallery after I delete it along with my account and make a new account with a username that doesn't make me want to stab my eyes with a fork every time I see it. Wonder if murder-for-eyes is free. Just kidding. Though it would be a very accurate description of my "art".